Once your pride gets involved, you’ll fight tooth and nail to maintain your habits. Atomic Habits

Variant: Death hangs over thee. While thou livest, while it is in thy power, be good. Book IV

“A slight blow for me: a telegram from Paris, informing me that an old uncle of mine (…) is arriving tomorrow evening. It is a blow because it will take time and I need all the time I have and a thousand times more than all the time I have and most of all I’d like to have all the time there is just for you, for thinking about you, for breathing in you. My apartment is making me restless, the evenings are making me restless, I’d like to be someplace different and I’d prefer it if the office didn’t exist at all; but then I think that I deserve to be hit in the face for speaking beyond the present moment, this moment, which belongs to you.” (6 July 1920) Letters To Milena

No guilt is forgotten so long as the conscience still knows of it. Beware of Pity